hey guys today i got bored and made a new xanga site, so i probly wont be using this one anymore.  out with the old, in with the not so old .  so go check it out at www.xanga.com/overduesunrise.  im still changing it and so forth but its there in all its craptacular glory.  so tell me what you think of it.

later and goodbye

E.n.D.

went to disneyland yesterday, it was awesome fun.  except that the half hour it rained for was when we had to march.  it was pretty funny, nick was saying, "well now i know theres a God.  too bad he hates us."  other than that it was pretty fun and the clam chowder was worth waiting for the place to open...so good.  andrew was yelling at the people in the resturant on pirates of the carribian.  haha, they all looked over at him weird.  good times, good times.

well gotta go, later

E.n.D.

Isaiah 43

"Fear not, for I have redeemed you; I have summoned you by name; you are mine.  When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you.  When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.  For I am the Lord, your God, the Holy One of Israel, your Savior...Since you are precious and honored in my sight, and because I love you."

Wow. every time i read this verse, this promise, im blown away by what it means.  it means that every time my world collapses under me, im not alone...ill never have to be alone. i read it whenever i feel discouraged or lost.  sometimes i feel like im facing this world alone, but im not, He's right there beside me.  and thats all i need, just to know im not alone. just to know that theres hope.

New Years Eve
--Five Iron Frenzy

"It's New Years Eve and I'm full of empty promises,
I half pretend to keep this time, just like last year.
The band is loud and I'm wandering the shadows,
wishing I was never here.
I persevere.
A crowded room, these whitewashed tombs,
they raise their glasses high, they kiss the past goodbye.

This New Years Eve, I'm waiting for tomorrow.
My heart is on my sleeve,
and yes I still believe, this New Years Eve,
will turn out better than before,
I'm holding on, still holding out,
until they close the door... on me.

It's New Years Eve and I feel my insecurities,
are haunting me like ghosts, this sinking quicksand.
And then with thunderous praise and lofty adoration,
a second passes by, yet nothing changes.
I hate my skin, this grave I'm standing in.
Another change of years, and I wish I wasn't here.

A year goes by and I'm staring at my watch again,
and I dig deep this time,
for something greater than I've ever been,
life to ancient wineskins.
And I was blind but now I see.

This New Years Eve, something must change me inside,
I'm crooked and misguided, and tired of being tired.
This New Years Eve, I'm waiting for tomorrow.
My heart is on my sleeve, and yes I still believe, in You."

Currently Watching Dogma By Matt Damon, Ben Affleck, Linda Fiorentino see related

well I finnally went to that drivers training thing today.  i went to Bobss, with 2 S' for reasons i can't explain...it was alright, i think i fell asleep cause it went by pretty fast.  then we watched a driving video hosted by Christopher Reeves...and he was walking...thats an old video.  So now i have to go back for bookwork, bummer.  o well.  what can you do? not much else has changed for me or my life...pretty much same ol, same ol.  not that its a bad thing, but...i dont know...i feel like im wasting time...but, it works for now i guess.  not much else to say so...bye.

E.N.D.